FML

I ovr thnk too much, bt i gtta kno da truth...right? I js dnt kno how to let it out or wht to say. Evrythng gets twisted up. Feelnz changes? Different thoughts? Who fckn knows. I gtta find out.

School

is a BITCH! term 4 grades aint lookn so hot.. its js half way thru bt its like dis.. C, B+,B-, D+.. gotta bring all that sht up..FAYAAAAST! Fcken Floating Block teacher be doen tooo much with the grading! Wtf.. grades all the assignments one by one, number by number! Sht, gtta stay more focused den.. Anyways, this week is passin by fast, its almost already thurs! Yaaay weekend. Hope it'll be fun. And these past few days has been fckn HOT HOT HOT! TOO hot, i love the weather inda morning, why cant it be like that the whole day? Jeeze, ready for summer? CAUSE I KNO I AM! Haha tooodles uglies.

For Cindy..

Righthand wnted me to blog one. Dis bitch really loves readin my sht. So im 'dedicating' dis to her! Cindy Ho! Um.. bt anyways Lets see. We met frm Ryan, around 6th grade? Saw eachother at da movies bt didnt really hang out. Then we js chatted on myspace/aim. Went to SixFlags togther and then we became OH SO CLOSE! Yaaa! We went on soo many rides togther til we puked.. forreals. Then after all of that, we js started hangin out and whtnot. Went thru alot wit dis chick. Been thru good/ bads. bt wht friendship hasn't right? Bt we MANAGE TO STICK TOGTHER THRU it all! We dnt js split up and become close agen. I love dis grrrrl! She helps me thru alot of thngs, and whtnot. NO HOMO tho. dis is all love, bt no homo. Hahaha, its only been like 3 years knowin eachother bt it felt much much longer! K im done wit dis typin about Cindy. ME LOVE U LOOONG TIME CINDY HO [;

Sht yesterday was a bitch. And then today.. mmy night gt killed. IM FED UP ALL DA BULLSHT!! Done.

Past days

So today is Monday, and js went back to school. Damn it was all bad, was sooo tired and lazy in all myclasses. Feeln like sht, since im gettin sick =/ Yesterday, I couldn't sleep at all, woke up around 4:30 and threw up hella. Bt lets see.. On friday I went to the movies to watch Fast n Furious wit babies! Last minute plannin, bt the people who was suppose to go came thru. Um.. it was koo/relaxin. And on Saturday, I js went out wit some people. It was Amy& Nicko's one year! woot woot. Haha, had some experiences and sht.. *Door rings. Who is it? "POLICE!" Fck.. dat was some funny sht. Me, amy, jenny& Nicko js ran around all paranoid and sht. Sunday was easter day? Woke up hella early, well my mom woke me up, and den went to Ryan's house. Had some egg huntin fa the kids, and den bbq at night. It was good food, bt i threw it all up at night. Yuck!

Lovely b*tchez!

Keep your eyes open!! Haha!

FOCUSED

Yesterday night i was js hellla thinkn back to dem days, aww good sht.. Hella memories, no doubt. Nvr really anythng bad. Except fa dem days where i almost get caught up wit da parents. Haahaa. Bt i really do miss it. Evryone gotta keep it movin tho, cant b holding back. Yes i had friends come and go, bt who doesnt? i aint gnna lie, i do miss my old friends bt i aint gnna b runnin back to dem beggn fa dem to come back. But like agen.. memories wit dem always will come back to me. Evryone is on they own ways, only a couple stay back. S'll goood tho, no need to trip ovr thangz like dat, gotta stay focused and do wht i gotta do to become successful inda future.. js like my horoscope says :D

Capricorn
Wednesday, April 8
The kindler, gentler vibes of the Libra moon are going to help you focus on doing great things at school and beyond. You are very focused on becoming successful, so whether you just want to get the best grade report or get your name in the local newspaper, don't give up until you have exactly what you want.

Thoughts..

So I've been havin thoughts runnin thru my mind, and it aint good thoughts either.. Yeah im moody my feeelns change instantly. Lol, bt i always manage to still keep goin& tryin to make sht work out, feeelme? Anyways. Relationships ARE hard! I mean i havnt really been in real relationshipz fa a while or really did. It was really js experiences so i aint trippn. IM STILL YOUNG! no love.. hahahaha. Mmy mind is focused on school!! Needa get my sht straight togther and start puttin 100% on evrythng i do. No time fa all dem lil games guys keep playin or nythng. "If he keeps runnin games, ima keep runnin." If u aint ready, den stay away frm me. Psh oh well, i gt my smeone already [; lol. Anyways SPRING BREAK IS HERE! And im ready to js have fun and relax. Hht me up if anythng goes down :D

&I hella love when he puts dat smile on his face, it js makes me smile..

GOOD DAY

Okay so today was a good good day. Welll it coulda been better.. bt it didnt happen, oh well.. ANYWAYS! I went to da library to check out TWILIGHT! js becos i havnt read da full book only til like page 150 and den watched da movie den started reading new moon, eclipse, and breakin dawn. Oh bt today i was so damn sore! My back was hurtn/ arms was? =( Damn tryin vollyeball sht, well i did it fa cindy [; haha. Anyways back to da goood news.. i went look at da board dat is in mmy kitchen and i saw my report card. I looked.. and it was STRAIGHT A's! i mean 3 A- and 1 A. Bt still all A's right?! HELLL YES BABY! Im hella happy becos i worked my asss off tryin to get straight A's and it all happened at da end. Bt eww.. look at my ugly scar. Woot april already!

Curling iron burn..before

it scraped onto smethng..after=(

WOOTWOOT :D