!@#* man..

I js cant stand this no more. I gta take action and speak up. It's like one day im feeln it, the nxt day im not. One day it's a yes, one day it's a no. Its like that song 'Hot& Cold'.. haha. But, it's like in my opinion, I think guyz dont think about how their grl would feel about the things they say and do with othr femalez. like even if they dont think it's somethn wrong, they wont even think about how the grl would feel if she heard/finds out about it. And boys.. dont think yu can hide shit from ya grl, cuz most likely will it go back to her. I js thnk relationships need communication to work, and apparently I'm not doin that so i must start...now? And I kno guys dont like it when their female be all assuming bout shit, but yu gta understand that the shit guyz do is what MAKES the females think that way.. duh, stupid boys. Haha. Summer is comin and im hopin evrythn will work out right. Yeah 'truth hurtz, bt lies killls..' BUT... SOME GRLZ DO TOO MUCH, like honestly. And im seriously gettin tired of seein it happenin and nt sayn anythn bout it. It's gettn to da point where it's pissin me offf to da max. But.. i guess thas how some people are. Fcked up, pretty much. Aha, bt they dont evn see it. So it's whatevr mothrfckaa.... My feeelnz is js all twisted inside.

Mmy last words are.. js be real with the shit you say to others.. especially me. Cause im sooo tired of hearin all these lies.

Cant believe it!

School is almst out! Omg... this year went by super fast. It's already almost the last week of school basically. 1 more week, and the nxt week is finals week.. then summer here we come! Im kinda scared for summer. Scared that I wont be able to see the bf much.. =/ Bt the othr side of me is like.. i wna have fun. Bt i wna make it work wit him too.. well hopefully. Anyways, summer consists of summer hw, work, volleyball came? goin out... PARTY! Ima miss evryone at school tho. Mm..

Hot days...

are so gay! Bt tday i went to raging waters wit couple of friends. It was fun...super hot and the cement was steamin like.. tsss! Bt overall it was pretty fun, and relaxing! OH yeah! & we gt free tickets hella unexpectedly. Frm 102.5, hahah yesss. tomrmow is gna be hot, ima be ina grumpy mood. all bad. im still lookn fa a phone!! what a useless blog bt oh well. nightz, ima finish 'the lost boy'... and its almst a close homeboy bday! tomrmow btchezzzz.

For My Love?

"FML" Fck mmy life. So I guess amy thought it meant "for mmy love." HAHAHAHA i was weak.. anywayz, i love readn those lil entries frm people. fmylife.com

"Today, I decided to shave my legs completely t be more condfident in my dress. I spent over an hour making sure my legs were perfectly shaved. It wasn't unti I had been out awhile that I realized I forgot to shave my armpits. FML"
- Hahaha, that really gt me laughin for some reason. But lets update..Im slowly gettn back on top of thngz, and stayn focused on school. My grades are coming up slowly. As soon as teacher post my othr assignments in then BAM! my beautiful A. Mm, dis weeknd is gna b dmbass hot tho! Wht to do, wht to do? Anywayz, gd bye.

Rainy Dayz

suckz bootyhole! The weather been changin frm sunny to rainy and whtnot. Mm.. this week past by pretty fast, STAR testn was dis week on tues& thurs. Gt to kickit wit him on tues for a lil bit, and thursday too [; Hm, testn was tiring. Practice one tues& friday. Friday.. was rainin too much! Ahhh, hate it. VEGAS THIS UPCOMING WEEKEND! Ohh yes, Vegas here i come! Nvr been there.. so dis should be new. May 2nd, went shoppn yday wit the cousin. Didnt even finish shoppn yet, bt oh well. 1mnth anni, haha haaay. I bought.. some Vanz fa my darkchocolate, couple of jeans& a dress frm forevr 21. There wasn't nythn dat was cute there.. idk why? Anywayz, bought some new sandels! Oh yes, hotpink ones. Ooh yeah and some cute cute panties frm anchor blue. 16 on that? Should've js went to victoria secret.. i kno, Haha oh well! it was cute. Today, someone woke me up super early like 10:30!? Went to my grandma's restaurant& ate some Pho! Yum.. hotsoup on rainydayz. Joey says i have "OCD" hahah.. no. Ugh im so creeped out frm da swine flu sht! =/ Watch out people! Wash your hands and KEEP CLEAN! bt overall, dis weekend was pretty chill. Helped tha cousins move their stuff out to there new house and was wit mmy other cousin. Hope it stops rainin! bt i do love takin naps on rainy dayz..

Our hideous webcam pics..I look like a duck!?

"LOL" face! Hahaha

She likes it frm da boooty